Aug 4, 2016
Today I talk about a negative voice in my head that just always seems to be there. Always.
Lately something has not felt normal. Something was weird. Something didn't feel right.
It turns out the thing that wasn't wrong, was there wasn't something wrong.
I'm not dreading going home
I'm not under lots of stress.
I like my job.
I'm not super stressed about money
I'm pretty sure, that it may be a while before I get in another argument.
I feel respected.What is this feeling?
Holy cow, I'm happy. I forgot what this has felt like. Much like a dog who has been beat too much, I am always waiting for the other shoe to drop - and it's not.
You can feel bad about yourself when you compare yourself to others.
The American life is to have a spouse, a house and kids. Well I have no spouse, probably not going to have a house, and the kids boat has sailed. If I think about this too much, I can feel like I've missed something. Yet, I have a great life. I'm sitting in air conditioning, employed, I'm down 30 lbs.
Life is good, quit being an A-hole and enjoy it!What You Focus On Should Impact You In a Positive Way
I almost bought a magazine filled with Shi-tzu dogs that in the end would leave me feeling sad missing my old dog. At first seeing their pictures of the dogs/puppies it made me smile. However, if I bought that magazine, I know I would eventually lead to me missing my dog. So I passed on the magazine. Instead I'm going to focus on the things in front of me that bring me joy (like air conditioning)Support The Show
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